30 Free Trial

Inspired by the 30 days of being alcohol free, I have decided to blog for the next 30 days starting today. We’ll see what happens and how much I’ll have to say over this period of time. I’ve never been one to place restrictions on myself, but I am open to a different and new approach.

A few days ago, I received an e-mail from Mama who says she feels hurt by my silence. Though I feel a deep bond between Mama and I, there is some distance. I can’t even begin to imagine her struggle with ALS. I find it interesting that she questions my silence, as I have always been quiet around her and Papa. Over the years, she has not once asked about my personal life or my relationships with men. yet she wonders why I don't have much to say. From my end, I made peace in knowing that it would not happen between us.

I love her so very much and know that I could write a little more to give her peace of mind; I could visit a little more often.

I am one to share everything and anything about me. I have nothing to hide. If there is anything you are curious about, just ask and I will be honest.

Let the questions be asked.

Let your spirit be free; be vulnerable.

The piece here is titled 'Mama La Nina;' it is inspired from a photo of Mama as a little girl. The idea appeared easily and so I left the piece simple and raw to reflect those times when life was different. Mama has been an angel and a great inspiration in my life. I LOVE because of her.